Tuesday, August 12, 2008

- Lousy day.... -

Today in the morning the time was going at a terrible slow rate(maybe is my feeling but well IT ＩＳ SLOW!!). And finally its recess time now and my heart was pumping at a terrible fast rate(nearly called 995) but i calm down and enter the hall. In the hall I have the worst feeling that i ever had. I was feeling like:

Am i going to do well?
Is it coming back to me??
Or not...
Will i fail??
Will i pass??

Basically i kept repeating these questions.......
Finally its my turn..I remembered clearly is 10 50(the historic moment).I just walk to Mr Tan(my form teacher) and sat down. He just gave me a name list and told me to sign. Well i just signed it and ask"what was my grade??". And he told me its a B3.But at that moment of time, i didn't felt a slightest joy neither a slightest sadness.

Whats happening to me...
Am i happy??
Sad??...
Or not..
No feelings at all......

Well i did not care about that and just shouted,"YES!!!! A B3".
Didn't know what i'm shouting for..

Joy..??
Sad..??
To release stress..??
Or simply to attract attention..??

Im still puzzle till this moment about kind of feeling is that...
I wondered, wondered, and wondered.

Trying to find the answer...
Whos gonna tell me..


I'm lost now...
S ..a ..v ..e ..
Me.....~
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