Saturday, August 30, 2008
- Its all over..... -
The prelims are finally over now .....
WOOHOO!!!!Dnt coursework session over now.....
But it seems that i still can't get any happy..
My heart is still heavy......
Reason???(unknown)......
Its hard for me to forget something i dun wish to forget......
The lock is always locked without a key......
The lock is always locked without opening......
The lock will be lock if no one can open......
I'm lose in this sense......
I'm sick......
I'm lose......
I'm locked......
Help......
Emoing.....
WOOHOO!!!!Dnt coursework session over now.....
But it seems that i still can't get any happy..
My heart is still heavy......
Reason???(unknown)......
Its hard for me to forget something i dun wish to forget......
The lock is always locked without a key......
The lock is always locked without opening......
The lock will be lock if no one can open......
I'm lose in this sense......
I'm sick......
I'm lose......
I'm locked......
Help......
Emoing.....
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 2:28 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
- Prelim for today.......... -
Shack la.....
Today the the maths finish liao.....
Shit....
5 mark question dunno how to do...
Shit la!!!!
WAT THE ****
Fine..
Dun wanna talk already..
Emoing
Today the the maths finish liao.....
Shit....
5 mark question dunno how to do...
Shit la!!!!
WAT THE ****
Fine..
Dun wanna talk already..
Emoing
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 6:24 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
- Prelims day 3+4...... -
Chem...ok la
E maths...also ok la
Geaography...i think fail liao la
Ahhhhhhhhhh My physics.....T.T
Can get full mark one leh....
Careless....
Haha i deserve it anyway cos i didnt even study for it
Hahaha....
.......................
Still emoing la....
Cant force a smile out of it
Thats the fact of the world.....
E maths...also ok la
Geaography...i think fail liao la
Ahhhhhhhhhh My physics.....T.T
Can get full mark one leh....
Careless....
Haha i deserve it anyway cos i didnt even study for it
Hahaha....
.......................
Still emoing la....
Cant force a smile out of it
Thats the fact of the world.....
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 4:24 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
- The prelims.......(2nd day) -
The papers today was very easy....
But it seems that i can't get happy no matter what....
Talking to her heals a bit but....
Doesn't seems useful....
El O lvl's oral next....
Speak quite ok....
Well....
Nothing to say....
Emoing................
But it seems that i can't get happy no matter what....
Talking to her heals a bit but....
Doesn't seems useful....
El O lvl's oral next....
Speak quite ok....
Well....
Nothing to say....
Emoing................
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 4:26 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
- English prelims... -
Haiz this is a late one cos my El was yesterday so...
Anyway the day before, i really got drunk and slept at 9pm(dizzy)
And surprisingly the next day i didnt experience headache and i was thinking quite clearly during the exams... But so far so good i think i can pass but with no confident...
Can I pass....
Maybe....
Maybe not....
No confident at all....
Haiz...
I should be ignore for good....
Dun talk to me....
I'm emoing now......
Anyway the day before, i really got drunk and slept at 9pm(dizzy)
And surprisingly the next day i didnt experience headache and i was thinking quite clearly during the exams... But so far so good i think i can pass but with no confident...
Can I pass....
Maybe....
Maybe not....
No confident at all....
Haiz...
I should be ignore for good....
Dun talk to me....
I'm emoing now......
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 2:13 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
- Prelims tomorrow...... -
Tomorrow is El examination...
Scare of it...
Fine...
Can't freeze the time....
No choice..
Just do it...
Haiz~ feel like getting drunk...
I can't get over with it...
Emo now......
Scare of it...
Fine...
Can't freeze the time....
No choice..
Just do it...
Haiz~ feel like getting drunk...
I can't get over with it...
Emo now......
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 8:36 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
- Depressed...... -
Today first thing i buang my geography common test and i dun know why i felt tired for whole day..haiz.. just dun talk to me......
(*buang is new word from my vocabulary. meaning is cant make it)
I'm Emoing now......
(*buang is new word from my vocabulary. meaning is cant make it)
I'm Emoing now......
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 7:24 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
- Lousy day.... -
Today in the morning the time was going at a terrible slow rate(maybe is my feeling but well IT ＩＳ SLOW!!). And finally its recess time now and my heart was pumping at a terrible fast rate(nearly called 995) but i calm down and enter the hall. In the hall I have the worst feeling that i ever had. I was feeling like:
Am i going to do well?
Is it coming back to me??
Or not...
Will i fail??
Will i pass??
Basically i kept repeating these questions.......
Finally its my turn..I remembered clearly is 10 50(the historic moment).I just walk to Mr Tan(my form teacher) and sat down. He just gave me a name list and told me to sign. Well i just signed it and ask"what was my grade??". And he told me its a B3.But at that moment of time, i didn't felt a slightest joy neither a slightest sadness.
Whats happening to me...
Am i happy??
Sad??...
Or not..
No feelings at all......
Well i did not care about that and just shouted,"YES!!!! A B3".
Didn't know what i'm shouting for..
Joy..??
Sad..??
To release stress..??
Or simply to attract attention..??
Im still puzzle till this moment about kind of feeling is that...
I wondered, wondered, and wondered.
Trying to find the answer...
Whos gonna tell me..
I'm lost now...
S ..a ..v ..e ..
Me.....~
Am i going to do well?
Is it coming back to me??
Or not...
Will i fail??
Will i pass??
Basically i kept repeating these questions.......
Finally its my turn..I remembered clearly is 10 50(the historic moment).I just walk to Mr Tan(my form teacher) and sat down. He just gave me a name list and told me to sign. Well i just signed it and ask"what was my grade??". And he told me its a B3.But at that moment of time, i didn't felt a slightest joy neither a slightest sadness.
Whats happening to me...
Am i happy??
Sad??...
Or not..
No feelings at all......
Well i did not care about that and just shouted,"YES!!!! A B3".
Didn't know what i'm shouting for..
Joy..??
Sad..??
To release stress..??
Or simply to attract attention..??
Im still puzzle till this moment about kind of feeling is that...
I wondered, wondered, and wondered.
Trying to find the answer...
Whos gonna tell me..
I'm lost now...
S ..a ..v ..e ..
Me.....~
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 6:12 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
- A night where i can't sleep.... -
Tomorrow is the day...
Its tomorrow...
May i have regret??
Maybe not...
Should i have it...
Will i cry...
Guess not..
Ill try to control... But.....
Or should i not...
Haiz.......
Wish tomorrow never comes.....
But its impossible....
I have done my best...
I have no regret....
Hopes what ends tomorrow ends well...
What comes well ends well.....
What comes bad ends bad.....
Its the logic of the world....
No denying
I'm such a emo person now.
You??
Its tomorrow...
May i have regret??
Maybe not...
Should i have it...
Will i cry...
Guess not..
Ill try to control... But.....
Or should i not...
Haiz.......
Wish tomorrow never comes.....
But its impossible....
I have done my best...
I have no regret....
Hopes what ends tomorrow ends well...
What comes well ends well.....
What comes bad ends bad.....
Its the logic of the world....
No denying
I'm such a emo person now.
You??
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 2:15 PM
Saturday, August 9, 2008
- The regret had came back....... -
Haiz... Lots of thing happen recently. Firstly i fail two of my strongest subject (physics and maths) and surprisingly i gotten quite high marks for my Social studies but i though that was not even enough(i have high expectation to myself). And i hated my attitude recently.... I didnt know why but i tend to not listen in class....
Maybe because of my D&t coursework (O'lvl paper 1).But i finally finish my artifact and i was left with a few things now as long as i finish everything, i will be back in actions. I have to say sorry to my teachers due to my actions made them disappointed with me but i will buck up.
I SWEAR: I will work hard for my future
I will buck up
I will do it for sake of someone...............
Think really have to de-stress now.....
To my friends please bear for my actions..........
Maybe because of my D&t coursework (O'lvl paper 1).But i finally finish my artifact and i was left with a few things now as long as i finish everything, i will be back in actions. I have to say sorry to my teachers due to my actions made them disappointed with me but i will buck up.
I SWEAR: I will work hard for my future
I will buck up
I will do it for sake of someone...............
Think really have to de-stress now.....
To my friends please bear for my actions..........
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME 12:20 PM